Ok

From now on, I will only blog when I have a huge burst of emotions, or when I need to rant about something. :) I've already been doing that anyway

I'm gonna....

... Post a pic of HIM on my next blog if I have the guts to! lol. I found a really amazing pic of him! All of his football pics are really good.

Jacque!

My Awesome friend Jacque is the best person ever! Smart, fit, friendly, polite, obedient, responsible, pretty, musical, talented, insightful, humble (really, really humble), gives good advice, sympathetic, funny, and really super duper awesome. Oh yea, I know ur jealous, cuz she's a one-in-a-million. OMG!!! 

-YOU ROCK JACQUE LU!

OMG GIRL MOMENT!!!!!!

Ok, so there's this guy at school that I really like, and he's a really, really, really, cute nerd that doesn't watch tv. We're like pretty good friends now, and every now and then, we'd exchange those types of glances. So like 5 minutes ago, I just decided to search him up on Myspace. I wasn't expecting to find him on there cuz he doesn't watch tv, but I saw him!!!!!! So I added him and I got really excited and gave me an adrenaline rush that made me tap my toes real fast, bite my fingers and knuckles, take deep breaths, made my heart race, and gave me enough adrenaline to type up a blog entry and I'm typing so fast right now, and I just looked up, and I was like, "Woah. I typed really fast." OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to tell all my friends! Oh, and his pic is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOTT!!!!!!!!!!! He plays on a football team, but not for our school. It's a picture of him sitting on a bench in football and the sun is at the PERFECT angle, and his beautiful blonde hair looks so shiny and bright, and his blue eyes look AMAZING beneath his eyelashes, and he's not smiling in the pic and not looking at the camera, which makes him look like a model. lol. He has a really, really, really cute smile though! He's got braces which make him look super cute, but he doesn't look like he needs braces anymore though.

Hooooooooooly crap!

I GAINED 5 POUNDS THIS PAST MONTH! 

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The world's gone emo!

So many people I know, especially from my school, have gone goth, or emo. All the uncool nerds are starting to be goth too. WTF! Last year I was a very sad person because I actually had problems, and yes, I WAS emo, but nowadays, the majority of emos do it to conform. And now some stores like Fred Meyers, Kohl's, Target, Walmart, etc., are putting skulls on their clothing, and it looks awfully poser-ish. To some people, whatever has a skull on it, or is black, is emo, and they'll buy it.

Emos are kinda known for their side bangs that go in the face. People are now brushing their hair from clear across their head, to the other side, past their face. There's a reason why emos are known for their bangs, they're bangs! They're not hair transfers. If you're gonna try emo bangs, at least cut them!

Then there are "emos" that are just preps but try to be in style. That's one of the reasons why the world is going emo. Some ditzy popular girl puts on dark makeup and ripped jeans, then the rest of the school does it too. Hot Topic gets new customers, but loses their old, true emo/goth customers.

I really love Twilight. The books and the movie. I love it because it's what I LIKE. People, especially the poser emos, like it because it has vampires in it. Since when was Twilight an emo thing? It barely has anything to do with vampires, it's about LOVE. The books and movie is not the least bit morbid either. WTF. 

My definition of emo is, someone who's emotional, specifically depressed. Someone who's goth, just looks freaky and wears like black stuff and stuff. someone who's a poser, looks as much as a certain stereotype as they can, even if they don't like it, and lie to themselves and others just to be accepted. Now that is just pathetic and sad, and my heart goes out to those people. Maybe, if everyone just acted themselves for a day, they would find some pretty awesome friends.

I'm gonna start...

... posting up poems. Pretty cheesy, but I want something to save it with other than my notebook. ;)

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