I am...

... Emotionally messed up. I really can't get into this, because someone I know might read this, and the last thing I need is for people to get into my grill. I really wanna blog about it though. 

I need an Apple life

I am such a huuuuuuuuge fan of Apple Inc. I want an Ipod touch, Iphone, Macbook Air, Nike+Ipod thing, and yea. It's so expensive though :s haha, but when I'm older, and touring with my band in the future, I'll be making money, then I'll have my Apple life!

I forgot to say Happy New Year!!! To... My readers? I had a New Years party at my house because my generous parents always have parties on special occasions at our house with a bunch of people(people from church and family friends and such) I had a great time and will be posting a video of the countdown at my house on Youtube. It got really, really, hot in my house and my skin got all oily and a bit of my eyeliner was starting to smudge. I didn't care much though because I was having so much fun!!!

I have recently started editing videos. I've always had a video editing program on my computer, it's just I never used it. I'm kind of addicted to it now. It all started because I wanted to make a video for my science project. I figured it would be the coolest and easiest option instead of doing a speech, powerpoint, or paper. So yea, I'm still working on it, because I kept holding it off. Now I have two projects for school that's late. I should be done after winter break. I go back to school on January 5th, and the semester ends four weeks after winter break, and I'll get 10% off of my full grade on my projects just because it's late!!!! Last quarter I got straight A's except for one freakin' B in Literature class!!! Only because I forgot to turn in this paper that barely has anything to do with my intelligence. This quarter, I think I'm gonna do worse :( I'll never make the honor roll. I've been slacking. I would hold off things and become lazy. I can't do that anymore. Wow look at me ranting about my grades. lol. But I digress. This paragraph wasn't even meant to be about grades. Wow. I am such a dork!

Right now it is 7:26 am PST. I stayed up all night. My eyes hurt. My legs are cold cuz I haven't been under a blanket all night, and I'm wearing shorts. I'm gonna go to sleep after I watch the Tyra show ;) Then I'll try to wake up in time to watch Ellen. lol. I am a dork 8-)

I'm currently really into this Scottish/Irish British Pop/Rock singer Declan Galbraith. I really like his You and Me album. I think he would sing much better if he wasn't so nasally. It really bothers me, but I still love him, especially when he was younger. Wow. He amazes me. I wish I was that talented.

Yesterday my gymnastics training was cancelled. That sucked cuz I had nothing else to do except work on my science project, watch tv, eat toaster stroodles, and be lazy. I could go outside to go jogging cuz it was too dark, no one was on Myspace, and I just had nothing to do. My mom told me to clean my room, but I was like, "Nah, I'd rather work on my science project." I used to eat when I was bored... That didn't really encourage my skinny jeans to fit properly at that time, but that was like a year ago, and now I'm in shape and yea. Now I usually just sing when I'm bored. lol. 

Winter break has been so good to me! I've been away from that drama filled box called school for half a month, and I've been away from that guy in one of my earlier entries. I should really stop talking about school :/

Currently, I'm watching the only interesting thing on basic cable. Kid shows. They're always so colorful. I don't know about you, but I enjoy SOME kiddy shows :p

Now that I recently got a new hair straightener(my old one broke), I can cut my bangs, then I can go get my layered hair cut I've wanted since June '08. The "emo" layered cut. I'm not a poser. My hair's just really thick.

I should stop this entry now. It's getting way too long.

-PEACE OUT